You Gave It to Her
Written by: Toi the Poetic Beauty
How could you give her
The same thing you gave to me?
You said I was your ride or die
And we would ride off into eternity
This wasn't suppose to be
Me, being cheated on
My head is slow but
My heart immediately understood what was going on
It took awhile for my head to register
Because it still wants to treasure
The memories of me and you
Now what am I suppose to do?
You fucked her on the same wall
You fucked me on
You told her the same thing you told me
That she is where you belong
You whispered to her that, "This dick is yours!"
Do you have this shit on repeat
And just play it all day long
For anyone who could get turned on with a heartbeat?
I would have died for you!
Took a bullet between the eyes for you
There goes our children that will never be born now
You can walk away from us so easily, but somehow
I am still holding on to that slim hope
That you will be like rubber and bounce back to reality
And the reason why God made you
It was so he could give you back to me
Just leave her alone
I will learn to accept your lie
And I will do my very best to try
To turn a blind eye
To this hiccup in our way
Because I still dream of the day
That you will give me your last name, just like you said you would
I will overlook this time how you treated me no good
How can you live a life with her that you made for me?
Was I just practice? Were we ever meant to be?
So many questions and I know the answers, but hope they are wrong
This is our story and she doesn't belong
Bible scriptures taped everywhere
So victory I can claim
But you could give a fuck about me
And that's a damn shame
You lied to me!
That's not fair because I told you the truth
I knew she was there
I felt it when I was with you
Conversations use to last
As long as wax melting
Then to a minute or two
And this was just not helping
I trusted my heart like I trusted you
And with the both of you, it led me here
The bread crumbs are missing, Hansel
Now Greta's path is unclear